decided to update now . recently , happened alort of of things . hais ~ makes mie moodless . but i just wanna say . royston , although iue've nvr been true to mie , i still love iue . i thought iue may be e one to lemme forget nicky . it's been my wishful part of my own thinking . it's all fated . i still cant forget nicky . i really wanna forget him . it's just that , i loved him too much . hais . near 3 yrs of relationship . who can forget such a relationship . hais . we used to be so loving . really , so loving . but , everything changed . everything . i duno wad makes him like this . but i noe , it's definitely my fault . i haven been good to him . hais . it's all my fault . i can oni blame myself . just wanna find my true love soon . and make mie forget nicky . forget him forever . when will that happen ? . hopefully , iue , e person reading dis update now , noes . hopefully . i 'll try to update fotos e nxt time . and really , hopefully , there's someone reading my updates .

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iLu *
♥ You're who I really miss.