♥ You're long gone, baby.

I won't cry for you anymore, Baby.
Cos I know you'll never return.
♥ Fly Away.
JINGYU YINGYING JANICIA BRANDON CANDY EILEEN GEKLOU SARAH WEICHIEH SHIRLEY POYO CHERIE PEEKLIN INEZ YENPIN CHARMAINE KYMBERLY NATALIE

Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 8:59 AM
hais. recently gan moody lor. duno wad to do. hao fan ar!! hais. anione lai jiu wo leis. T_T hao xin ku. ): living in hell. hais. can anione tell mie wad to do?! nowadaes. just feel like sleeping in bed the whole dae. hais. sleep and sleep. SLEEPING forever. hais. cann i die?. hais.

woAIcongcong.

♥ You're who I really miss.
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 5:12 PM
hees~ playing flyff recently. xP neglecting audi ler~ haas. dui bu qi audi. xP wait my flyff lv20. i come back to iue. lol. haas. aniwae, flyff was damn fun! haf fun playing wif congcong~ xP haas. after playing flyff, gort more chance to talk to congcong. hees~ recently, becoming more and more happy~ xP so much thanks to congcong and piggy. hees~ muacks muacks~ i think i'll get over it bahs. probably. one fine dae. it's really hard for mie to forget everything. it's really damn fucking hard. hais. no mood to write ler.

♥ You're who I really miss.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 3:16 PM
there are so mani pple i wanna thanks. for making my maple-ing life full of fun and laughters~ really appreciate that. and just to sae~ iue're all the bestest peeps i ever had. i love ya~


# MAPLING PEEPS! #

`MathiasXIII - MOK [ GM of Repentance ]


`Fkerjiaz - JIA [ GM of CruXiFied ]


`PiinkyStar - Piinky [ My Les xP ]


`StyIeBoy - Nigel [ Ex-CruXiFied Guildmate ]


`XxJinxX - ZiJing [ The Most Special Mate ]


`blablaxzz - Piggy [ My Most Cutie Piggy! ]


`booty123 - Jo [ Ex-CruXiFied & DesireEx Guildmate ]


`cl3ricm0s - Amos [ Son - In - Law ]


`exfition - [ Bought Lots Of Scrolls From Mie ]


`fuLLoFHopE - Gene [ GM of DesireEx ]


`o0xVINx0o - Kelvin [ Dearest ErZi ]


`sstrawberry - ZiXin [ BaoBei <3 ]


`xDeadlyAurax - ChongKai [ Schoolmate ]


`BaobeiiGal - JiaHao [ "Mei" ]


`BlackHearts - Blackie [ Ex-CruXiFied Guildmate ]


`BotakManTou - Dardi [ BaoBei <3 ]


`C4us3IAm - XiaoHui [ Ex-BaoBei ]


`ChestonxP - Cheston [ Darling ]


`HeIlKairi - Jie [ BaoBei <3 ]


`Hellor - DKL [ The 1st SinDit I Saw ]


`JayChouSnowX - Di [ BaoBei <3 ]


`JiaWei - Case [ Ex-CruXiFied & DesireEx Guildmate ]


`MightyBandit - Cheston [ Darling ]


`Miintt - Stephy [ Classmate ]


`PpEaNuTBbAbY - Cindy [ SwiteHeart ]


`RiPpEdPaGe - Daryl [ Ex-CruXiFied Guildmate ]


`RoXyBaByGiRl - Kathy [ BaoBei <3 ]


`SinTeo - Nephew [ BaoBei <3 ]


`WoshiSpiffy - Spiffy [ PQ Mate ]


`Xia0aNqi - Marmi [ BaoBei <3 ]


`XxMagesticxX - CongCong [ BaoBei <3 ]


`ZzXmAg3XzZ - Chuan [ Ex-DesireEx GuildMate ]


`b4ByLaharl - PeiPei [ Ex-Repentance GuildMate ]


`bLaZiNgCrAvE - Eric [ Ex-Repentance GuildMate ]


`CutieDitx - Tiff Mei [ BaoBei <3 ]


`fluffyboii - BK [ Ex-CruXiFied GuildMate ]


`hatredger - Vanee [ SchoolMate ]


`ixappl3xi - Mystic Kor [ BaoBei <3 ]


`L0n3LyXiAnG - AhGong [ BaoBei <3 ]


`lonederer159 - Lone Kor [ BaoBei <3 ]


`lovesbites - Loves Mei [ BaoBei <3 ]


`pwincessBABY - Baby [ Swite Little Gal ]


`s0ulTearS - Boon [ A Sucker ]


`soulbadguy - Clarence [ Classmate ]


`Syndical - Jas [ PAIN IN MY HEART ]


`t0mrlddIe - YC [ Ex Science Teacher ]


`urbanBOMBIST - Nephew [ BaoBei <3 ]


`xBabyCrystal - Nephew's Wife [ BaoBei <3 ]


`zxba0beiixz - Nuerh [ BaoBei <3 ]




thanks all of ya. for making my mapling life fruitful. (: i really love all of iue~ BESTEST peeps forever~

♥ You're who I really miss.
@ 8:41 AM
it has all ended. hais. i keep telling myself. it carnt be. but. it sure had ended. he left mie alone. alone in agony. it really hurts mie when he treated mie liddat. hope i hope we can go back to the past. i'm really willing to do ANITHING to bring him back. but i think i'm just nort good enuff to replace her in his heart. whie must my life be liddat. he said to gimme true love. ish dis wad i get in return for my love. i was wrong the last time. i repented. and ish repent. and now. i'm changing for the better cosh just for someone. aint i that stupid?. giving out so much. yet i gort dis in return. it's simply IMPOSSIBLE to get him off my mind. he's left a deep big crack on my hartx. no amount of plasters can patch it back. i'm deeply FCUKING hurt. i aint gonna believe ani BOIS animore. i'm gonna tell myself. FRIENDS ish all i need. from now on. the old KAIJING ish back. i'm gonna revert myself back to the way i am. the old MIE.


# I JUST SIMPLY CARNT FORGET IUE. WHIE MUST IUE FCUKING LEAVE SUCH A FCUKING DEEP CRACK ON MY HEART. WHIE CARNT IUE JUST LET GO OF EVERYTHING. IT AINT GONNA BRING IUE ANIWHERE IF IUE DONT LEARN TO LET GO!. I'M HOPING EVERYNITE. HOPING IUE WILL BE BACK TO MY SIDE. I THINK DIS FCUKING WISH AINT GONNA FCUKING COME TRUE. I'M JUST ONE FCUKING GAL MAKING A STUPING FCUKING WISH. HOW STUPID I AM. WISHING THAT ONE GUY WILL RETURN TO MY FCUKING SIDE. BUT IT AINT GONNA FCUKING HAPPEN ANIMORE. #

♥ You're who I really miss.
Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 11:10 AM
hees~ i'll keep dis update short and swite. (: yesterdae, married jas in maple. =x finally. haas. so happy yesterdae sia. the happiest dae of my whole maple life~ =p i'll treasure him de. :D if all of iue wan the screenshots of the wedding. either pm xiaoskies or pm mie in msn. i'll try to upload the foto as soon as possible~

JING <33 JAS #

♥ You're who I really miss.
♥ Now Playing.


♥ Th-Lady.

Smile (:

God brought me to Earth on 170591. Lovely parents gave me the name, KaiJing. And I'm gonna use this lovely name for the rest of my life. Red & green's the love. You may like to play Maple or other lame games, I don't care. I love to play Audi and that's what I care. And I'm currently suffering at Bedok ITE. I may be STM at times, but I don't need you to teach me how to differenciate a GOOD person and a bad one. Treat me nice and I bet you'll never get nothing less than that. Talk behind my back and get insulted if I scolded you back? Put your BIG name in my freaking annoying tagboard if you dare. (: I live a life I love to live. Don't bother judging me cos' your childish words ain't gonna get the best out of me. I love the way I am and I don't feel the need to change anything for anyone. Feel free to fuck off and die if you think I'm ridiculous. (: And remember, clean away your dirty footprints of whatever fuck you've left in my blog. ^^v

And lastly, everyone who loves me, Fuck The World. Cos' I love you as much as you loved me.
♥♥

♥ Bitch-es.

Say Say Say You Love Me ~


♥ I crave.
The chance to say,

I Love You.