Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 8:59 AM
hais. recently gan moody lor. duno wad to do. hao fan ar!! hais. anione lai jiu wo leis. T_T hao xin ku. ): living in hell. hais. can anione tell mie wad to do?! nowadaes. just feel like sleeping in bed the whole dae. hais. sleep and sleep. SLEEPING forever. hais. cann i die?. hais.
woAIcongcong.
♥ You're who I really miss.
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 5:12 PM
hees~ playing flyff recently. xP neglecting audi ler~ haas. dui bu qi audi. xP wait my flyff lv20. i come back to iue. lol. haas. aniwae, flyff was damn fun! haf fun playing wif congcong~ xP haas. after playing flyff, gort more chance to talk to congcong. hees~ recently, becoming more and more happy~ xP so much thanks to congcong and piggy. hees~ muacks muacks~ i think i'll get over it bahs. probably. one fine dae. it's really hard for mie to forget everything. it's really damn fucking hard. hais. no mood to write ler.
♥ You're who I really miss.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 3:16 PM
there are so mani pple i wanna thanks. for making my maple-ing life full of fun and laughters~ really appreciate that. and just to sae~ iue're all the bestest peeps i ever had. i love ya~
# MAPLING PEEPS! #
`MathiasXIII - MOK [
GM of Repentance ]
`Fkerjiaz - JIA [
GM of CruXiFied ]
`PiinkyStar - Piinky [
My Les xP ]
`StyIeBoy - Nigel [
Ex-CruXiFied Guildmate ]
`XxJinxX - ZiJing [
The Most Special Mate ]
`blablaxzz - Piggy [
My Most Cutie Piggy! ]
`booty123 - Jo [
Ex-CruXiFied & DesireEx Guildmate ]
`cl3ricm0s - Amos [
Son - In - Law ]
`exfition - [
Bought Lots Of Scrolls From Mie ]
`fuLLoFHopE - Gene [
GM of DesireEx ]
`o0xVINx0o - Kelvin [
Dearest ErZi ]
`sstrawberry - ZiXin [
BaoBei <3 ]
`xDeadlyAurax - ChongKai [
Schoolmate ]
`BaobeiiGal - JiaHao [
"Mei" ]
`BlackHearts - Blackie [
Ex-CruXiFied Guildmate ]
`BotakManTou - Dardi [
BaoBei <3 ]
`C4us3IAm - XiaoHui [
Ex-BaoBei ]
`ChestonxP - Cheston [
Darling ]
`HeIlKairi - Jie [
BaoBei <3 ]
`Hellor - DKL [
The 1st SinDit I Saw ]
`JayChouSnowX - Di [
BaoBei <3 ]
`JiaWei - Case [
Ex-CruXiFied & DesireEx Guildmate ]
`MightyBandit - Cheston [
Darling ]
`Miintt - Stephy [
Classmate ]
`PpEaNuTBbAbY - Cindy [
SwiteHeart ]
`RiPpEdPaGe - Daryl [
Ex-CruXiFied Guildmate ]
`RoXyBaByGiRl - Kathy [
BaoBei <3 ]
`SinTeo - Nephew [
BaoBei <3 ]
`WoshiSpiffy - Spiffy [
PQ Mate ]
`Xia0aNqi - Marmi [
BaoBei <3 ]
`XxMagesticxX - CongCong [
BaoBei <3 ]
`ZzXmAg3XzZ - Chuan [
Ex-DesireEx GuildMate ]
`b4ByLaharl - PeiPei [
Ex-Repentance GuildMate ]
`bLaZiNgCrAvE - Eric [
Ex-Repentance GuildMate ]
`CutieDitx - Tiff Mei [
BaoBei <3 ]
`fluffyboii - BK [
Ex-CruXiFied GuildMate ]
`hatredger - Vanee [
SchoolMate ]
`ixappl3xi - Mystic Kor [
BaoBei <3 ]
`L0n3LyXiAnG - AhGong [
BaoBei <3 ]
`lonederer159 - Lone Kor [
BaoBei <3 ]
`lovesbites - Loves Mei [
BaoBei <3 ]
`pwincessBABY - Baby [
Swite Little Gal ]
`s0ulTearS - Boon [
A Sucker ]
`soulbadguy - Clarence [
Classmate ]
`Syndical - Jas [
PAIN IN MY HEART ]
`t0mrlddIe - YC [
Ex Science Teacher ]
`urbanBOMBIST - Nephew [
BaoBei <3 ]
`xBabyCrystal - Nephew's Wife [
BaoBei <3 ]
`zxba0beiixz - Nuerh [
BaoBei <3 ]
thanks all of ya. for making my mapling life fruitful. (: i really love all of iue~ BESTEST peeps forever~
♥ You're who I really miss.
@ 8:41 AM
it has all ended. hais. i keep telling myself. it carnt be. but. it sure had ended. he left mie alone. alone in agony. it really hurts mie when he treated mie liddat. hope i hope we can go back to the past. i'm really willing to do ANITHING to bring him back. but i think i'm just nort good enuff to replace her in his heart. whie must my life be liddat. he said to gimme true love. ish dis wad i get in return for my love. i was wrong the last time. i repented. and ish repent. and now. i'm changing for the better cosh just for someone. aint i that stupid?. giving out so much. yet i gort dis in return. it's simply IMPOSSIBLE to get him off my mind. he's left a deep big crack on my hartx. no amount of plasters can patch it back. i'm deeply FCUKING hurt. i aint gonna believe ani BOIS animore. i'm gonna tell myself. FRIENDS ish all i need. from now on. the old KAIJING ish back. i'm gonna revert myself back to the way i am. the old MIE.
# I JUST SIMPLY CARNT FORGET IUE. WHIE MUST IUE
FCUKING LEAVE SUCH A
FCUKING DEEP CRACK ON MY HEART. WHIE CARNT IUE JUST
LET GO OF EVERYTHING. IT AINT GONNA BRING IUE
ANIWHERE IF IUE DONT LEARN TO LET GO!. I'M
HOPING EVERYNITE. HOPING IUE WILL BE
BACK TO MY SIDE. I THINK DIS
FCUKING WISH AINT GONNA
FCUKING COME TRUE. I'M JUST ONE
FCUKING GAL MAKING A STUPING
FCUKING WISH. HOW
STUPID I AM. WISHING THAT ONE GUY WILL RETURN TO MY
FCUKING SIDE. BUT IT AINT GONNA
FCUKING HAPPEN ANIMORE. #
♥ You're who I really miss.
Saturday, November 04, 2006 @ 11:10 AM
hees~ i'll keep dis update short and swite. (: yesterdae, married jas in maple. =x finally. haas. so happy yesterdae sia. the happiest dae of my whole maple life~ =p i'll treasure him de. :D if all of iue wan the screenshots of the wedding. either pm xiaoskies or pm mie in msn. i'll try to upload the foto as soon as possible~
JING <33 JAS #
♥ You're who I really miss.