it has all ended. hais. i keep telling myself. it carnt be. but. it sure had ended. he left mie alone. alone in agony. it really hurts mie when he treated mie liddat. hope i hope we can go back to the past. i'm really willing to do ANITHING to bring him back. but i think i'm just nort good enuff to replace her in his heart. whie must my life be liddat. he said to gimme true love. ish dis wad i get in return for my love. i was wrong the last time. i repented. and ish repent. and now. i'm changing for the better cosh just for someone. aint i that stupid?. giving out so much. yet i gort dis in return. it's simply IMPOSSIBLE to get him off my mind. he's left a deep big crack on my hartx. no amount of plasters can patch it back. i'm deeply FCUKING hurt. i aint gonna believe ani BOIS animore. i'm gonna tell myself. FRIENDS ish all i need. from now on. the old KAIJING ish back. i'm gonna revert myself back to the way i am. the old MIE.


# I JUST SIMPLY CARNT FORGET IUE. WHIE MUST IUE FCUKING LEAVE SUCH A FCUKING DEEP CRACK ON MY HEART. WHIE CARNT IUE JUST LET GO OF EVERYTHING. IT AINT GONNA BRING IUE ANIWHERE IF IUE DONT LEARN TO LET GO!. I'M HOPING EVERYNITE. HOPING IUE WILL BE BACK TO MY SIDE. I THINK DIS FCUKING WISH AINT GONNA FCUKING COME TRUE. I'M JUST ONE FCUKING GAL MAKING A STUPING FCUKING WISH. HOW STUPID I AM. WISHING THAT ONE GUY WILL RETURN TO MY FCUKING SIDE. BUT IT AINT GONNA FCUKING HAPPEN ANIMORE. #
♥ You're who I really miss.