wahahaha . update update update . sian narh . hp dio confiscate . carnt msq dar . T.T sad norh . haix . recently . damn moody + headache . chanqed bloq sonq aqain . will try to chanqe bloqskin tmr . tou damn pain . plae audi too much liao . xD somemore damn stress . midyear cominq . sian narh ~ sure fail dao die . -.- aniwae . i qo watch onq bak lerh . xD buhbye ~

LOVING GERALD DARDAR OWAES . MUACKS ! YONG YUAN AI NI !
♥ You're who I really miss.

wahahaha . qoinq school soon . so i'll keep dis update short . >< it's been 2 lonq months . yet todae , durinq qeoqraphy lesson , i keep writinq his name in my qeoqraphy notes . hopefully one fine dae , i'll be able nort to think of him for just one dae . think that's nort possible eh . well , now that he's happily livinq his life , i shall qet on wif mine . without him of course . had stopped livinq since he left mie . i now shall live my life fruitfully ! jiayou kaijinq ! iue can derh ! ^^ i believe in myself ~ wahahaha .if that dae really comes , the dae i'm able to live without thinkinq of him once , i ouqht to praise myself . xP well , he now oos qort like derh qal lerh . i ouqht to find my another half ! =p hahahaha . aniwae , i ouqht to thanks him . he made mie realise that other den boifwens , i haf fwens and family as well ! well , i qo sch lerh !

TATARHHS ~
♥ You're who I really miss.

hahaha . here t0 bl0q lerh . recently , t0u ha0 t0nq neh ~ T.T 0s0 super sleepy dis few daes . henq nvr sleep in class . ><><><>< think lerh still wan cry . d0nt even n0e i think f0r wad . haix . h0pefully , we can qet back t0qether like last time n0rh . budden imp0ssible derh narh . he 0wnself 0s0 sae imp0ssible lerh . he sae d0wan t0 hurt w0 . den leave mie w0nt hurt mie meh . haix . really misses him l0ads . misses 0ur past . when we're b0th s0 happy . budden all mem0ries lerh narh . l0ve really d0es hurts . i hate the quy wh0 invented l0ve dis w0rd . h0w qreat w0nt it be if every0ne c0uld just stay as pure fwens . i've already tried my best . t0 push him 0ut 0f my mind . it's s0 difficult in achievinq it . h0w i wish he c0uld turn ar0und and tell mie he misses mie . it d0esn't matter anim0re . he's f0und his new l0ve . i quess i 0ni haf t0 sm0ke my daes awae . studies c0uld n0 l0nqer push him 0ut 0f my mind . h0w i wish , i haf a brain-washinq machine at h0me . i'll just wash and wash my brain . 0r rather , bleach it . al0rt 0f pple kept 0n tellinq mie t0 kan kai yi dian . budden , 2 m0nths had passed . i still kan bu kai . i h0pe , if he's readinq dis update , w0uld n0e h0w much i l0ve him , h0w much i misses him . just h0pinq t0 see him 1 m0re time . even it's the last time , i'll treasure the 0ni chance t0 see him . i've d0ne s0 much f0r him . i really carnt d0 with0ut him . wad am i q0inq t0 d0 . i hate t0rturinq myself . yet i haf n0 0ther ch0ice . t0rturinq myself makes mie feel better . it's really nvr q0nna be the same anim0re .

# HOPING that ONE dae , IUE'LL come back to MY side .
♥ You're who I really miss.

wahahaha . here t0 bl0q lerh . recently happened s0 much thinqs . s0 much till i d0nt wish t0 sae . =.= n0w my 0ni aim ish t0 pass n`lv . WAHAHAHAHA . h0pinq maths will qimme m0re drive in studyinq . math and enq ish my 0ni h0pe n0w . aiminq a1 . xD a2 0s0 n0rt bad . =x well , qreat archievements c0mes wif hard w0rk . s0 n0w i seld0m 0nline lerh . seld0m play audi lerh . c0sh i at h0me study n0rh . MARK MY WORDS ! i STUDIED kae ! n0w i 0s0 seld0m 0n hp lerh . ><>< n0w 0s0 tryinq t0 use studies t0 push awae the temptati0n t0 sm0ke . w0rked a little bit . n0rt weri much . h0pinq t0 see better results nxt time . i n0w tryinq t0 find elementary qe0qraphy textb0ok . if ani0ne haf , pls sell / qif w0 . xD ARIGATO !

SAYONARA ~
# love truely hurts . studies' my 0ni drive ! (:
♥ You're who I really miss.