hahaha . here t0 bl0q lerh . recently , t0u ha0 t0nq neh ~ T.T 0s0 super sleepy dis few daes . henq nvr sleep in class . ><><><>< think lerh still wan cry . d0nt even n0e i think f0r wad . haix . h0pefully , we can qet back t0qether like last time n0rh . budden imp0ssible derh narh . he 0wnself 0s0 sae imp0ssible lerh . he sae d0wan t0 hurt w0 . den leave mie w0nt hurt mie meh . haix . really misses him l0ads . misses 0ur past . when we're b0th s0 happy . budden all mem0ries lerh narh . l0ve really d0es hurts . i hate the quy wh0 invented l0ve dis w0rd . h0w qreat w0nt it be if every0ne c0uld just stay as pure fwens . i've already tried my best . t0 push him 0ut 0f my mind . it's s0 difficult in achievinq it . h0w i wish he c0uld turn ar0und and tell mie he misses mie . it d0esn't matter anim0re . he's f0und his new l0ve . i quess i 0ni haf t0 sm0ke my daes awae . studies c0uld n0 l0nqer push him 0ut 0f my mind . h0w i wish , i haf a brain-washinq machine at h0me . i'll just wash and wash my brain . 0r rather , bleach it . al0rt 0f pple kept 0n tellinq mie t0 kan kai yi dian . budden , 2 m0nths had passed . i still kan bu kai . i h0pe , if he's readinq dis update , w0uld n0e h0w much i l0ve him , h0w much i misses him . just h0pinq t0 see him 1 m0re time . even it's the last time , i'll treasure the 0ni chance t0 see him . i've d0ne s0 much f0r him . i really carnt d0 with0ut him . wad am i q0inq t0 d0 . i hate t0rturinq myself . yet i haf n0 0ther ch0ice . t0rturinq myself makes mie feel better . it's really nvr q0nna be the same anim0re .

# HOPING that ONE dae , IUE'LL come back to MY side .
♥ You're who I really miss.