Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 1:03 PM
Me : "
eh turtle , i ask you ar . you got girlfriend de ar ? "
Him : "
Hmmm mei you...why..? "
Me : "
o.o then your blog that laopo ? "
Him : "
a....gan lao po lai de ._.so not count ar real.. "
Me : "
o.o i see . 白担心一场 =='' "
Him : "
Hahas...huh why cai dan xin.?wat u mean orhhs...? "
Me : "
hmms , actually . The better i know you , the more i realise what an amazing person you are . I've really grown to like you a lot . "
Him : "
o.o a...like me as wat...i also like u as fren:) "
Me : "
i don't really know you pretend not to know or you really don't know . i just wanna get this off my mind and tell you how i really feel . so , the results don't really matter to me . (: i can only say , i feel a lot much better to get it off my load . (: "
Him : "
Ohh...but hopefully i wanna be alone for time being...since sku and cca and mani more stress me out le...hmmm but for sure theres more boy better den me for sure..:) "
Me : "
really , if that's the problem . waiting's not a problem for me . so no matter what you gonna say or do , it won't change my decision . (: i can only say that , i truely wishes you all the best . "
Him : "
Hmmm don wait for me...as i think base on my situation now not fit to hav one...u will find someone better de:) "
Me : "
really , i don't mind . you can don't like me like i do . but you can't stop me from liking you . "
Him : "
Hmmm..but realli...i won't force...but i shall sure theres someone u will find someday hav the same feeling u treat him and he will treat u:) "
Me : "
okay . enough of all these . my house's flooding soon . "
and right after i sent that last message , i cried like i saw my boyfriend died in front of my eyes . probably we're not really meant to be .
♥ You're who I really miss.
