sighs `

now at sch uhs . having ina lesson . but , my whole mind's all occupied uhs . just duno wad's going on . how i wish i could throw everything behind mie and start everything anew . if he could just threw every memories we shared and start anew wif a new gal , den whie carnt i ? it's just too hard for mie to leave everything . it pains my heart to see the guy i love in another gal's arms . wadever that's been said or done are past . he threw awae a 3 years relationship and he threw mie awae . the past we shared , is merely trash to him in his eyes . no matter wad happens in the future , i still carnt let go of wad happened 2 years ago . starting anew seems impossible animore . how i wish i could rule my heart rather den the other wae round . i wanna start my life anew wif WILLIE . i wanna love him like the wae i noe he will . probably , WILLIE will gif mie up before i do . x(

& i truly long for ure love .
♥ You're who I really miss.