Don't judge me for who I am . You FUCKERS are not fit to .

Okay , i'm here to crap like FUCK again . Well , like i always say . Fuck off if you think i'm ridiculous . I don't FUCKING care what you say about me . Okay , enough of all these CRAPS . Well , today , no school siol . Cos YARKARCHUAN go reservist . ._. So we are free for one day ! & tomorrow's public holiday . :X Well , yesterday recieved kind of BAD & GOOD news uh . BABY got a job le . Okay , it means more income & lesser time together . I'm half HAPPY , half SAD . But what to do ? Future uh . ._. Okays . And today the whole day , was overall , S-I-A-N . ._. Woke up at 8 plus . Then slacked at home for awhile , went out with my mama & sister . My sis had appointment with KKH at 12 . We had our breakfast at boonlay then had pepperlunch for lunch . ._. Went to mini toons to buy loads of CRAPS . ._. Spent over $90 . Ex siol . Then went home . Maple & maple & maple . I'm so DULAN with my Guild . All DAOERS except for some beloved ones . Now i'm getting angrier and ANGRIER . * Relax Relax .

别人讲什么我都不在乎 , 只在乎你到底爱不爱我 .

♥ You're who I really miss.

One night beautiful sleep & i'm back to my old self again .

hees . :X i'm here to upload the ss of our mega war last night . :X keep on laughing while editing the ss . yesterday was really great fun ! ^ ^









ps : baby , i'm so sorry about yesterday . i love you .

He promised me that he will love me FOREVER & he proved it .

♥ You're who I really miss.

And this world doesn't seem so lovely as it seems to be .

Well ! Today was so damn funny . :X I finally know the meaning of PRUNPANG ! Sherman told me le . So weird de meaning . :X Anyway , had a great time in school . ( : And after school , we went to bugis . ._. Girlfriend wanna go buy gothic & shun bian go meet BABY . We stayed till about 7 plus . ._. And i rushed home after that . Cos , POYO & CHER waiting for me to start the mega war . :X The mega war was damn fun . The 3 of us was having conference with YANXIANG . He so funny lur . Say the conference only he one guy , so sian . ._. Then when we started the megas , at first , very less people pm wo . Then starting to have alot . ._. Abit irritating . ._. But funny . :D I shall update the megas . ( :

You told me you would bring me to watch the SKIES .

♥ You're who I really miss.

Reality is tiring me out . Wake me up , won't you ?

FUYOH . Just back from EAST COAST PARK . So damn tiring . But decided to update my blog first in case i forgot what to update . Woke up at 8.40AM this morning . Had a fast shower and we set off . At first , went to my dad's workplace to settle somethings with his customer . Then we went to SERANGOON to fetch my gan jie & gan niece . Then we went to ECP . Then we had MACDONALD for breakfast . Then suddenly , it RAINED ! So we waited for awhile , then the rain stopped . Then my dad went to bought sand-play toys for my god niece . I fucking misses my CHILDHOOD . & time really flies , i'm 17 . .__. Well , we had a great time at the beach while playing with sand & water . Then my sis and me went to have a bath . Then we headed off to rent bicycles and CYCLE off ~ Went around ECP quite a number of times & i was tired out . But while my sister is on her way back to us , guess who she saw . She saw KANGJIAXI . Oh my . To say the truth , i really prefer KANGCHENGXI more . :X KANGJIAXI really should trim his hair shorter . Then he'll be more CHARMING . Well , after that , we went to return the bikes and went to MACDONALD to wait for my dad to fetch us back . Fall aslept in his car . :X Was really very very tired . Meanwhile , i realise . I've dio SUNBURNT and now , i look like a very big piece of CHAR SIEW . .__. ROLF :X

现实往往都比梦来得更残忍 .

♥ You're who I really miss.

Before i forgot , i remembered i wanna blog something about aHgR . A picture speaks a thousand words . Look .



I wanna vomit .
♥ You're who I really miss.

Reality Is Too Cruel For Me To Be In .

hmms . as usual , CHER is pressing me to update . .__. okays . then an update it shall be . lol . but recently had so many things happening . i think i'm going crazy soon . .__.

25th April .
Well , had April's lesson early in the morning . & for a very long time , we were only late for 30 mins . .__. April Nonsense . :X April was good that day . She let us in despite i was wearing slippers . x_X Cos she know i hurt my toes . And as usual , we copied tons of notes . That day's lesson was about Table Manners and all sort of Nonsense . But it was damn funny . Me and girlfriend are talking about the term Chai Chai Pom & all sorts . We've invented Pom Chai Chai , Chai Pom Chai , Pom Chai Pom , Chai Pom Pom , Pom Pom Chai , Pom Pom Pom , Chai Chai Chai . Then we were laughing so crazily till Girlfriend had an idea . She called YINGYING to recite what we've written . For Godness sake , it was damn funny. We were laughing till our stomach seriously hurts . .__. :X Then after April's lessons , Amos's lessons was short . Half an hour and we're release . Then after we've released , we were thinking of where to go . I suddenly say i feel like going Hougang . Then Jan was very very happy . Cos he having bball training at Hougang area . Cos wendy lived there . Then we set off to Hougang . But before that , we went to Kovan to have our lunch . After having lunch , we took MRT to SengKang . Cos girlfriend say she want take LRT . Then we go lo . Then we past BABY's house . :X Then after the short LRT ride , we went back to take MRT to hougang . leaving Jan in SengKang cos she say got bus to his meeting area . Then when we're in the MRT , there's this group of St Joseph's Convert students , a bunch of childish girls . They were running from the end to the start . And they nearly knocked into me . So i blurted out " JIBAI " . So after awhile , they walked back . And sort of confronted me . I shall not say about what we've talked about . But i was storming out of the MRT and shouting at the same time . Then one of their seniors also alighted at Hougang . And she told us that they're Sec2 . Oh My , My Fugging Godness . 14 years old kids trying to talk to us till so lan lan . I was so FUCKING pissed . But neverminds , they childish and don't know how to think . Well , we alighted at Hougang as planned . On the way to Hougang mall , guess who i saw . xTo0t . .__. So damn heng that he didn't saw me . Lol . Okays , then we continue walking to the mall . Then girlfriend call me to message KiaoGu ask him want come bo . Sadly , he say he wanna to play maple . .__. While when we're on the MRT & mall , we were yan jiu - ing PrunPang that term . Which Sherman always uses in class . And Girlfriend and me manage to successfully pronounce that word . It was addictive . We were at it throughout . .__. Okays , then we slack at the Mall for awhile and went to the interchange to take 161 to Woodlands & take the MRT home . Was tired from all the anger and LAUGHING that day .

26th April
Today was NONSENSE . Shall not update about what happen today . I'm kinda pissed off . * Sadded .

& Fairytales don't come true in Reality .

To the bunch of St Joseph's Convert girls . If you happen to read this , i wanna to let you know . I won't let all of you off so easily . If you wanna to act faster then me , then let me tell you . I'm studying at Bedok ITE . Come find trouble all you want . See what i'll do to all of you . & the next time , please think before what you wanna say & do beforehand . Don't shame yourself & your school .

♥ You're who I really miss.

i'm actually thinking of what to update while i'm updating . had not been blogging a decent post for a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very long time . recently had been ps-ing girlfriend lur . so SORRY lur . but what had happened recently had been driving me nuts . although i know . my dad cares . and to say the truth , i don't blame him at all . all i can blame is myself . i should have told him earlier about BABY & me . now that everything had been like this , all i can do is try to make my dad see the good side of BABY . it's the least i could do . BABY also said it himself . he had lost the love from his dad . he don't want my dad to HATE him too . i had been thinking about it for a very long time . i spent one whole night thinking . all these could be avoided de . it's all becos of my stupid-ness . i spoilt everything . BABY said it's his fault , he's actually trying to AN WEI me . i know it's all my fault . i knew it . i cannot help holding back my tears anymore . and for the second time , i cried in front of BABY . no matter how strong i may look on the outside , i still can't take it anymore . holding back my tears seems so difficult for me already . we shared many beautiful memories together . i really don't want everything to end so quickly .

So , please god . Grant us more time together . ) :
♥ You're who I really miss.

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♥ You're who I really miss.