Sometimes , Miracles do happens .

Sometimes , it's amazing as to how people feels about different kind of person . People do have a mind of their own and people couldn't control how they wanna feel about someone . Here i was , sitting on my school's arm chair , looking at my school's slow comp and i was think about what i've read in Royce's blog . And i can't believed it , i actually teared for something that's none of my business . But to say the truth , whatever he's wrote really touched me . And how wonderful is that ? To propose your love to someone you truely love . But what about me ? I'm still wandering in the lost woods , thinking of how am i suppose to let that guy really know how i feels ? Sometimes , i really feel that i'm truely feeling very helpless . I don't really know how to open my damn mouth and just say the simple & meaningfull 3 words . I Love You ~ Maybe it's that i'm only 17 and my thinking's kinda childish . And probably i'm still playing & fooling around with relationships . And probably from my past experience , i've learnt not to fall into relationships so deep & easily . And probably that's why i'm not taking everything seriously . Sighs .

I fugging hate myself for being like this . _|_

How i wish , i could have plucked out that kind of courage and look in your mesmerizing eyes and say ; I Love You .

♥ You're who I really miss.