Everyone Seems Happy To Me

I'm talking to nuer at msn right now , girls talk . ( : It seems like everyone look happy except for the 2 of us . Are every guys the same ? I'm not being bias towards girls in my update today . I've gone through all these before and i understand it better than anyone . But , i really don't know what more i can say . I'm just so disappointed in everything , everyone . Every single one . Is this how human function to stay alive & kicking ? Rejecting people who loved them so much . They're happy seeing someone who love them so much suffering ? Is this how the world's gonna be ? Stabbing everyone in their heart , deep down . Maybe you people think that , i don't deserved to be loved . But what wrong have i done to deserve this ? If you think i'm wrong , don't even love me in the first place . What's the use of giving me hope and made me fall so deep from such a great height ? Maybe , i was blind to fall for you . I'm just so blinded from love , perhaps .

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

ps ; Happy Birthday To xVinVin TaiSunZi :D
♥ You're who I really miss.

Joke Of The Day ; " I Love Vincent A.K.A xVinVin :D "

Days since i last updated ? I guess my brain's going to get rusty if i don't blog in perfect english . Ip was being banned from SGPMs yesterday cos of my sister's itchy hand . And today , no school . And yet i can't maple and had been rotting in front of my comp from 8am . Life's been getting more and more bitchy recently . -.- Had been bitchying around in school and msn for gossips . =X The latest and juciest gossips ! Hees .

I'm so god damn boring ! ) :

♥ You're who I really miss.

Gossips :D



Snapshot of my Turquoise friend . Guess who ! :D
♥ You're who I really miss.

NAOHIA EH !



CHAOJIBAI ! #^@!(*$&@*&%%
♥ You're who I really miss.

It Always End Up This Way

It's just a mere few days gap between my last update and this . But so much difference and ups & down have occurred . I don't know how am i able to cope with this . Maybe i'll get used to it slowly . But i wonder how long i'll take . I really don't understand . Do i deserved to be treated like this ? You reflect on yourself too . Have i ever ill treated you or what ? Is this what i'm suppose to get back from you ? Even if you wanna disappear from my life , you could have make the effort to do so . But you didn't . I'm not worried about you . I'm worried about our relationship . You're still who i care about in my life . A lot of people does warn me about you in the past . But i chose to believe you . And this is how you used my trust to get my everything . I don't hate you now . I'm just so disappointed in you . & i despise you for everything you've done . Maybe whatever i said here will be nothing to you , i still hope you'll make an effort to read . Cos this update's mainly for you . And i know you really do know how i feel about you . And you should jolly well know , i'm serious about our relationship . And you chose to end it this way . I've got no choice but to obliged . Sighs . I've got nothing much more to say . I just hope that you'll completely FUCK OFF my life forever .

It take time to heal such a deep wound .

♥ You're who I really miss.

My Heart's So Easily Influenced

Hees ! Today's been a very happy day for me . I don't know why ! Just very very very happy ! :D Photos photos ! People don't laugh your head off , especially NIN Girlfriend ! =X These are all the hair i've randomed . ><



















































































Below are photos with my One Night Stand aka FongAkaWind ! I LOVE HIM !! :D











Our couple wear ~ :D

I love FongAkaWind a.k.a sKyHira a.k.a FEI like zomfgroflbbq ! :D

♥ You're who I really miss.

iamauselessgirl

Sighs . Nothing much to say . So i shall post some photos .



Focus on my messenger only pl0x . :X



This is a dog i'm fucking angry at . xD Focus on my char too ><



Dio spam siol ! =X So sweet ~



Lone's my favourite zhurennnnnn ~



sKyHira = FongAkaWind . ._.



Rofls . We had one night stand @ fm . xD

I wanna die .

♥ You're who I really miss.