It Always End Up This Way

It's just a mere few days gap between my last update and this . But so much difference and ups & down have occurred . I don't know how am i able to cope with this . Maybe i'll get used to it slowly . But i wonder how long i'll take . I really don't understand . Do i deserved to be treated like this ? You reflect on yourself too . Have i ever ill treated you or what ? Is this what i'm suppose to get back from you ? Even if you wanna disappear from my life , you could have make the effort to do so . But you didn't . I'm not worried about you . I'm worried about our relationship . You're still who i care about in my life . A lot of people does warn me about you in the past . But i chose to believe you . And this is how you used my trust to get my everything . I don't hate you now . I'm just so disappointed in you . & i despise you for everything you've done . Maybe whatever i said here will be nothing to you , i still hope you'll make an effort to read . Cos this update's mainly for you . And i know you really do know how i feel about you . And you should jolly well know , i'm serious about our relationship . And you chose to end it this way . I've got no choice but to obliged . Sighs . I've got nothing much more to say . I just hope that you'll completely FUCK OFF my life forever .

It take time to heal such a deep wound .

♥ You're who I really miss.