♥ You're long gone, baby.

I won't cry for you anymore, Baby.
Cos I know you'll never return.
♥ Fly Away.
JINGYU YINGYING JANICIA BRANDON CANDY EILEEN GEKLOU SARAH WEICHIEH SHIRLEY POYO CHERIE PEEKLIN INEZ YENPIN CHARMAINE KYMBERLY NATALIE

Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 8:40 PM
LOL . Damn funny bodoh . Click for bigger image la ! Hee .



( Conversation with JiaHao . )

♥ You're who I really miss.
Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 9:36 PM
I caught a fish alive ! :D


Today , nothing much eh . After school , slacked at canteen with wahab , girlf and ying . Cos it's raining ! Awwwwww . And we're talking about hair . Any kind of hairdo . And i tied MIRU . LOL . Maple's miru . It's cute ! Hee . After the rain stopped , we went to queensway shopping centre . Ying wanna to pierce her ear and girlf wanna to buy hollow pin to pierce her tongue . I have nothing in my mind but i got another piercing on my right ear instead . :D 8th piercing . 1 more to full house . (: Scary siol . Ying's 3rd piercing slanted ! I was god damn afraid that mine will also be . But luckily , nope . ^^ Then we headed home after eating mac . (:

6 7 8 9 10 .

♥ You're who I really miss.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 5:36 PM
Maybe , Probably , Possibly


Yesterday , again yet a misunderstanding with bi . I just texted bi that i was waiting for his reply . And he replied a " What ? " to me . And i replied asking why he didn't reply my message . Again , an one word replied from him . " So ? " I was like . WTF ? Why is he like this . But yet , i said ILU to him . Expected , he said IHU . And i spend my whole night crying like a dog . =O But just now , he cleared everything . It's his parents doing . - - That's the problem with parents . Children don't have the privacy they deserved . But oh well , i've gotta learn to forgive and forget . It's all the past . (: But now , i love bi more . :D

I love you more today than i did yesterday . And i'll love you more tomorrow than i do today . And the cycle goes on . I'm just so simply in love with you .

♥ You're who I really miss.
@ 5:35 PM



You Are An Attention Whore



There's no doubt about it, you'll do almost anything for attention.

You crave fame, recognition, and your own entourage of adoring friends.

And when it does feel good when you are in the spotlight, you feel pretty down when no one notices you.

You're so desperate for attention, you're likely to be well known for the wrong reasons. And it's no fun being the Paris Hilton of your social group.



You come across as: Dramatic and needy



People may wrongly think you're: Completely self centered and self absorbed

Are You An Attention Whore?

♥ You're who I really miss.
Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 9:18 PM
An empty heart says it all


Went to Botanic Garden today . :D To support my sister for her dance . (: Took 30mins of bus from Clementi to reach there . Botanic was damn fucking smelly mansxzxzxz . Smelt like zoo , omfg . We walked for quite a very long time then we found where they are . We stayed very very long before we headed home . Darn fucking tired . =O

1 2 3 4 5 .

♥ You're who I really miss.
Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 10:03 AM
My bi's got a perfect body and the most handsome face in the world :D


Aww , decided to blog now at school since later go home not free already . Yesterday had some misunderstanding with bi . But last night , cleared everything le . (: I can only say , i love my bi so much ! :D * Silly lil smile . He's so fucking cute mansxzxzxz . Hees , i don't know what more to blog already . =O Cos my brain's fucking empty except it's fully occupied by bi my beloved ! :D

I love my fucking handsome bi so muchsxzxzxz . :D

♥ You're who I really miss.
@ 10:02 AM
My bi , my love :D





Your Kissing Purity Score: 63% Pure



For you, kissing isn't a casual thing



Lip to lip action makes your heart sing





You Are a Sensitive Kisser



For you, kissing is a way to connect



And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy



It may take you a while to kiss someone...



But when you do, it's total fireworks





You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old



You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.

You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.



You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.





Your Blog Should Be Blue



Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere.

You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant.

From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.





Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot



Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality.

And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer...

Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine.



Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into.

You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost.

Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality.



Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder.

Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little.

And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make your lover still feel hot.





Your Personality Is



Idealist (NF)




You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.

You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.



You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.

Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.



You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.

Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.



In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.



At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.



With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.



As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.



On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.





Your Five Variable Love Profile



Propensity for Monogamy:



Your propensity for monogamy is medium.

In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.

But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!

There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.



Experience Level:



Your experience level is high.

You've loved, lost, and loved again.

You have had a wide range of love experiences.

And when the real thing comes along, you know it!



Dominance:



Your dominance is medium.

You tend to be the one with more power.

You aren't a total control freak in relationships..

But of course you don't mind getting you way!



Cynicism:



Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.



Independence:



Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.





Your Love Life Secrets Are



Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.



Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.



You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes...



In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.



Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.





Your Stripper Song Is



Closer by Nine Inch Nails



"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you

You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you

Help me I broke apart my insides, help me Iíve got no

Soul to tell"



When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.





You Are Seductive Flirt



Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce.

For you, flirting is just foreplay.

You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere.

You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it!





Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male



Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve





Your Love Style is Ludus



You like to think of love as the ultimate game

And you love to play... even if it means lying a little

You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached

A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once

And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!


Bi's my fucking handsome love . ^^

♥ You're who I really miss.
Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 2:43 PM
BOX is the love :D


Hmm , today no school ! So rot at home . And attemp to hack and train at DreamMS . Cos none i know de online . ): So very hard to train . How i know ! Dio ban . LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLS . Sian lor . ): Still waiting for SGPMs to be up . T T Cos miss seeing iLoveBox . >.< ( Purposely write cos i know he read my blog . =X ) LMAOS . * 傻笑

I'm bi-less . LOL (:

♥ You're who I really miss.
@ 2:42 PM
BlogThings :D





You're an Expert Kisser



You're a kissing pro, but for you, it's all about quality and not quantity.

You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off.

And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave.

When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable.





He Loves You For You



When it comes to your body, your guy hardly notices

It's nothing to do with the way you look...

He's just has really fallen for you

But make sure to stay sexy - keep the chemistry going strong!





Your Ex May Be Into You... Or Not...



He's sending you mixed messages, no doubt about it

Maybe you hurt your ex and he needs time

Or maybe he's just not sure that you're the one

Either way, it's time to give him space to figure it out

Just don't delete him from your speed dial... yet





You Are 8% Shy



You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.

You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult.





You Are Fairly Abnormal in Love



When it comes to love, you definitely have your own take on things.

You love and hurt like everyone else, but your expectations and rules are different.

It may make it hard for you to feel understood. People don't really get where you're coming from.



Why You Are Normal in Love



You are normal because you think it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved.



You are normal because you rather die before your romantic partner.



Why You Aren't Normal in Love



You are abnormal because you have been in love with two people at the same time.



You are abnormal because you kiss on the first date.





You Are 79% Addicted to Love



Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.

But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.

Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.

Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want.





You are a Total Romantic



For you, love is like a fairy tale.

Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.

Problem is, you sort of want all three.



You bring the spark in the relationship

In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning

Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.





Men See You As Playful



Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate

You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys

You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities

Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!





You are Ready to Date Again



If you're not out there already, you should be.

Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship.

Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage.

Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him.

Now, on to a better guy :-)



It's time for you to start dating!

Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites.

Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.





Your Guy Could Bring You Home



When it comes to meeting the parents, you're cool and calm.

In fact, you're so self assured, you may forget to try to impress them.

Work that famous charm a little more, and your boyfriend's family will be loving you.





You Are a Friendly Ex



While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends

In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best

And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird

Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly





You Were Pretty Average This Year



You Were 55% Naughty, 45% Nice



You tried to be a good girl this year...

But as you know, being good isn't that fun!

If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.


Just because i got so boring . Hees :D

♥ You're who I really miss.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 2:06 PM
I love my bi :D


Feeeeeeeeeee ~ Now at school siol . Having adobe lessons . =O But i playing warcraft ! With dolphin . Lololololol . Kinda boring , so looking forward to go home to talk with bi ! :D Miss bi siol . =O Talk to him till last night sleep 2 hours only . xD But nevermind la . Talk to bi siol . Mai sleep also sua . :D Omg , i forgot to bring my library books go return . =O Today due date . But nevermind la . Dio fine also is weeboon dio ! Hees ! So bad . =X

I love my bi bi bi bi bi ! :D

♥ You're who I really miss.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 1:38 PM
Aww , it's a rainy day today


Well , nothing much had happened recently . But i tried a new private server with xiang zi yesterday . Naturally , that server cannot be compared with our SGPMs . :D But , that server got pet siol ! We created couple character . =O So cute neh ! xD Hees . (: But play awhile nia , then server down le . ): Stupid lo . But nevermind la , weekends then play again . :D Sighs , my hp bill bo pay . T.T Cannot sms and make outgoing calls . ): So anyone finding me , kindly call my hp . =O Cos i only can recieve incoming calls .

Probably , i can find other interestings things that i'm unable to do so in the past . :D

♥ You're who I really miss.
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 6:27 PM
Wonderful picture says it all


Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary to my parents ! :D

♥ You're who I really miss.
Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 4:44 PM
It's time to start everything anew


I figured it out . Maybe i ought to get on with everything that i've missed and left out of my life . So , i'll forget him and get over every memories that we've shared ! :D Hees , so i'm gonna get on with my life happily ! ^^

Today's a happy day for me :D

♥ You're who I really miss.
Saturday, August 09, 2008 @ 9:46 PM
Sometimes , i feel stupid just thinking of you


Just finish viewing his friendster . He looks so fucking happy in his photos . And here i am , getting sad thinking of him . Maybe i ought to forget him and start everything anew . But god ! I'm unable to do it . Call me stupid , silly , whatever you liked to call me . I just can't help loving him . It's a misery having to struggle during my sleep at night thinking about him . I'll always end up having sleepless nights . Sighs . He'd totally forgotten about me . I'm just a total stranger to him now anyway . So what for harping on memories about him . Hais . idk what to say . ):

Sometimes , i feel like crying just thinking about you . iu

♥ You're who I really miss.
Friday, August 08, 2008 @ 10:50 PM
Being center of the attention lessen my pain


Probably , he's thinking of another girl right now . =O Maybe like i say , we're not fated to be . Guess he's happily living his live and i shall live my life to the fullest right from this moment . Tsktsk ):

Feeuweet ! Today we had our National Day celebration at Macpherson ITE . :D We were kind of late when we reach there . xD A lotttttttttt people were gathering at the parade square . We listened to the don't know who crap about the National Day message . Then we then proceed to the field to watch a soccer match . It was so fucking boring duh ! Cannot tahan siol . Then went to slack at the canteen with eddie and his classmates . There was this very funny indian guy . Eddie was practically making fun of him throughout ! I find it very funny though . xD Laughing my head off was my remedy . Then we went to the hall to watch wushu performance . =O Then when it was ending , a teacher stand beside us and handed us a handful of balloons . xD Then when the performance ended , i went to the front to take another handful of balloons . =X 24 balloons siol ! I feel like i'm taking wedding photos . Lols . Cos today soooooo windy ~ Balloons keep on flying up ~ xD Aw , living in my on dream land . Lololololols . :D Then girlf today teach wo how to suck helium and we undergo a voice change process ! So funny bodoh ! Like alien talking siol ! xD I laughed like a mad woman . Lols ! I was practically laughing all my way . Then my other balloons flew away at the MRT platform . ): Wind too big le . :O Then we went to AMK's Sumo House to makan ! :D Then met jh . :O Walked around hub to find present for his lil cousin . But no bookshops . ): So we went back to Boonlay . On the way , girlf ask jh and me a very funny qsn . She asked if the world only left with the 2 of us , will we sacrifice ourselves to reproduce more babys to save the world ? OMFG . I cannot imagine doing sex with my good friend . It's so fucking akward ! So i avoided that qsn . Then we went to jp's popular ~ Bought some books , then went home le . :O So tired ): Just back from a heavy dinner . Aw ~ I'm getting sleepy ~ Hees . =X

A kinda long post . :D Tired after reading ? Off your comp and go to sleep ! :D Make love with your bed . xD TEEHEEHEEs ~

My heart left with you the moment you left me . Sighs , nothing could bring my smile back to me . I just want you to know , i still misses you so much after such a long time . Hais

♥ You're who I really miss.
Thursday, August 07, 2008 @ 8:47 PM
We're just so not fated to be together


I guess , ever since he left me for 1year and 6months , i'm never the same anymore . I find it difficult to find a guy to commit to . Maybe i deserved it . I don't know how to cherish that perfect lil guy in front of me when i had the chance to . I can only say , i really misses him so much ):

Today , met JIAHAO outside school . =O Cos i today no lessons . :D Wanted to find EVEREST teeshirt for tomorrow's National Day Celebrations . But unfortunately , OM don't wanna to lend me . ): So i've got no choice but to try to borrow one tomorrow morning . We talked awhile with ARMADEEP & ENQI then JIAHAO and me went to 907 to eat chicken rice . =O We then slacked awhile at his void deck until my sis came . Then went home with sis . Today's a boring day . ):

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么~让我诚实一点
诚实~难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机~让它休息一夜
难~想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐~
我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也溶了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你~带一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生
祝我生日~快乐


ilu CYC . ): My love for you will never ever fade . Come back to me , will you ? I really misses you . ):

♥ You're who I really miss.
♥ Now Playing.


♥ Th-Lady.

Smile (:

God brought me to Earth on 170591. Lovely parents gave me the name, KaiJing. And I'm gonna use this lovely name for the rest of my life. Red & green's the love. You may like to play Maple or other lame games, I don't care. I love to play Audi and that's what I care. And I'm currently suffering at Bedok ITE. I may be STM at times, but I don't need you to teach me how to differenciate a GOOD person and a bad one. Treat me nice and I bet you'll never get nothing less than that. Talk behind my back and get insulted if I scolded you back? Put your BIG name in my freaking annoying tagboard if you dare. (: I live a life I love to live. Don't bother judging me cos' your childish words ain't gonna get the best out of me. I love the way I am and I don't feel the need to change anything for anyone. Feel free to fuck off and die if you think I'm ridiculous. (: And remember, clean away your dirty footprints of whatever fuck you've left in my blog. ^^v

And lastly, everyone who loves me, Fuck The World. Cos' I love you as much as you loved me.
♥♥

♥ Bitch-es.

Say Say Say You Love Me ~


♥ I crave.
The chance to say,

I Love You.