Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
Maybe, I made the wrong decision to turn back. But what can I do? I still misses him so much. It really hurt my heart. I really don't know what to do anymore. I could only bury in my pillows every night. Handling everything quietly. Hearing baby cries every night are driving me crazy. I just need someone to tell me. I didn't make the wrong choice to give up. But, sighs. Words of encouragement are always difficult.
ps; no matter what, i'll always be here. right here waiting.
♥ You're who I really miss.
Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 5:57 PM
Hell, I'm feeling so fucked up right now. Had not been updating for the past don't know how many days, I apologize. I just don't feel the rush to update about anything. Happened quite a number of things that got me thinking. But I shall not say what is it all about. I'm already feeling fucked up enough and I don't need anymore troubles & headaches.
♥ You're who I really miss.