I guess, my heart's probably never the same anymore. I miss him, I really do. But what can I do? Other than seeing him playing with everyone of my peeps, I can seriously do nothing. And I'm always the only one being left behind. And nothing's helping when my close friends are also playing with him. It makes me feel even lonelier. Sighs, I guess, it was wrong right fromt he moment I know him. But what can I do? I've given my heart to him. He should not be the one I really loved, but yes he is.

S H A W N, you'll never be forgottened.
♥ You're who I really miss.

Whatever, just -'- off.
♥ You're who I really miss.

Alrights. Disregard that I suck cock pl0x. I think I'm gonna die soon. LOL. It's random, folks. Recent updates had been updated in school. So I kinda run out of what to update. Maybe I'm losing brain juice. O.O I'm recently reminiscing those happy moments with C. It's been 1 YEAR 8 MONTHS & 1 DAY since he left. And all those that's left of him with me, are his memories and a lil piece of paper. Maybe it's just a matter or time. But at least, we've got those 2 months of memory to reminisce. And again, today's friday. The day i dreaded the most. Coop up in my room, emoing whatever shit i have. It's 8:50am already. And my class only have 7 students emonig when lessons start at 8am. -.- Fucked up school. Fucked up everything.

ps; i'm sorry that ily.
♥ You're who I really miss.

I truely getting very bored. D: Bored of life, bored of school, bored of games and whatsoever. Maybe time passes too quickly that I'm getting so fucking tired already. The only thing I'm looking forward would be my exams & jh's birthday ba. Hopefully after my exams, I can concentrate on working. * Squished face. EWW. I'm dying. D: Sighs.

FUCK OFF & DRINK YOUR MUM'S BREAST MILK LA.
- SUCK YOUR MAMA P*SSY.
♥ You're who I really miss.

Life still goes on. D:

I realise. I do made a mistake turning back to him. It all appears that he's just using me all along. He made me appear more stupid than ever to other people. Maybe that's love. And I regretted it. But forget it, I'll just treat everything as a nightmare maybe? D: What more can I do? * Starts cursing his ancestors and whatever * <- LOL. Well, I'll just keep everything out of my mind. :D Prepare for Jiahao's birthday bbq! At first, I thought maybe a mere 20 people are going. But when jh told me who's going just now. I was damn fucking shocked. * Gong dai gong ji bai face * Double the number I've expected. Heng I haven't book the bbq pits. >< Well~ I go pang sai already. =X Buay tahan. Du zi tong. * Squished face, run to toilet. Sit on my lovely toilet bowl && .. UHHHHH~ PLIACK! * * SHIOK face *

LOL!!
ps; today bo eat medicine, so a bit ki siao.
♥ You're who I really miss.